Dear God,

Be with her. Send your angels to hold her hand through all of this. Please God... if nothing else just take away her pain. She's been in so much pain for so long... please just take it away. If someone must have it just give it to me. I would willingly take it as long as she wouldn't have to feel it anymore. I pray that it's nothing too extremely serious. Don't let it be her cancer from so long ago. You saved her from that, the doctors called her a miracle, don't give it back to her now. I beg of you. I love her so much God. She's done wonders for me, and a big reason why I decided to come back into your arms. Don't take her from me. From anyone...as she is loved by so many. I know your plans are perfect, and everything happens in your perfect timing...but in my heart of hearts I just can't believe it's her time. I don't even know if the situation could be serious enough to cause her death God, but if it is I just pray that you don't let it happen. Not this way...not now. I want to see her again. Alive and well. You know how strong my love for people is, you gave me this heart, and I want to be near her again one day. Not standing over her casket...but sitting next to her eating the ice cream we both love so much. She's become so important to me. More than just a distant cousin...she's become my mother, my sister, my spiritual leader, my confidante...my friend somehow all wrapped into one. A blessing to my life and to so many others. I know she's wonderful and I bet you can't wait to get her back up to Heaven with you...but forgive me Lord as I be a little selfish and ask you to keep her here. God, I don't even know if she's dying but it's all I can seem to think about. Please calm that fear in me and help me to be hopeful, optimistic, strong and trust completely in you. Guide the doctor's hands and help them to do the very best for her. Be with Kesha, Ronnie, and our entire family. We trust in you God. Please take care of her...my angel on Earth.

In your precious name I pray. Amen.